Succubus Queen my story writing

She was not always like this. She once had a heart ten times too big. She once wore her heart upon her very sleeve. But she was forced to adapt, so her fangs grew ling & double. Once you are beat so close, so close that you can smell the stench of death at your door. You made a decision in our Verizon’s of lives between human, between creature, between the throws of survival… this Vamp Dolly had to learn how to shut off certain parts of her beautiful mind. Just to survive and stay alive. Her Father once to

Told her when she was a young vamp, you can’t just survive off the lives of other people. But the past few hundred centuries my soul has showed him the only way to lurk in the shadows, when you are this weak, I’ll & autoimmune. You must suck every DROP out of each and every man who crosses your path when the sun goes down. 

For just as my double fangs grew to evolve like an alien succubus lifeform…. Did my heart shrink down to a normal size. I was like a Dexter, I only took the lives of men that prayed on good women & children of this world. Or what is left of this world and our disgusting disfunctional society. We love on a society where narcissists rule the planet, they don’t have their own ideas they just steal them. And run with them by hanging out in secret packs of SHEEP! Do I wish I could be a part of their pack? I wonder, I wonder what good I could do for this world. If only I found another alien like myself. Who saw the Justin elf being a vampire and took full advantage of its powers & benefits. If I saw another vampire like me, I wouldn’t have to walk alone in the world. He could be big & hairy like like that of a wearwolf. Or a skinny twinky vampire. The important thing is that this being would be awesome and being able to not mimic but also by able to show & feel in return…. Some feel some kind of empathy… on this dark, God forsaken planet that has enslaved any scraps or remnants left of kindness & humanity. And then sold it like some kind of false product promise. 

What is true love? In a world that sells it and breeds cruelty to kindness?